Coming up on the 17th.

We have made it through the holidays, and now head into a more difficult time.

A year ago Saturday (this coming), mom passed away. While this post precedes the 17th by a few days, my thoughts are beginning to drift in that direction.

Its hard for me to believe its only been a year. At times, it feels like it was just a few months ago, and other times it seems so long ago.

I know, for me, this Saturday will be difficult, more so in the evening. I am unsure, at the moment, what the day has planned. I will probably go in to work, as we have a large group; it will be nice to keep my mind on something other than the fact its been a year. I know Jeremy is scheduled to be at work also. I am unsure of Dad's plans.

Sunday, there is a good possibility that we will head to Carson City to visit the grave site. That is of course if there hasn't been a new addition to the family. Thats right, Jeremy & Becky are due any time!

We all look forward to this new child, and it is like God to give us this blessing during this difficult time. His love is only exceeded by His forgiveness, which could be argued is because of His love, none the less... I digress.

Emotions are mixed with so many things going on, however I am thankful to know that God is in control.

At this time, it feels appropriate to look back at the posts and scripture that has helped us better understand moms comfort, and sorrow. Below are some of the posts I have reviewed:

Psalms 139

Mom has gone home...

Video at Last

Through the Fog

and finally: Today, We Rejoice.

-Layne